On this beautiful spring afternoon I'm listening to Stanford, cooking a Chinese goat stew and generally trying to switch off.
Finally this afternoon I took a step towards pushing back against the challenges and criticism that has become almost daily. Processes exist but I don't have a lot of optimism that it will work but I should have done this back in October when advised to do so.
I'm too trusting and too optimistic about change. Sadly some will never changed. It's hard feeling targeted but since October that's how I've felt.
My psychiatrist asked me a couple of weeks ago if I was experiencing any paranoia. Whilst I don't think MI5 is trying to kill me or that a computer is controlling my mind I do feel there are moves going on intending to cause me damage. When I explained the context he rather agreed with me. Who wouldn't be?
Yet on this warm late Saturday afternoon I have done what I can. And it was the right thing to do.
Amidst all that my culinary adventures continue. Goat stew today, roast pork tomorrow.
Let's hope the sunshine continues.
I Heard a Voice.