The rain has been pouring down all morning. Cooler than of late but just as humid. I'm at a loss as to what to do today.
That empty feeling that sometimes comes over me has struck after a poor sleep and too many dreams.
This state will pass but does not feel good. Some emotion, any emotion should be better than this. Please let me feel something.
Motivation is on the floor. So much so that I will not cook today. That's always a bit sign.
Odd really as I had an okay week. A few days in Kent. A trip to Canterbury. And a helpful conversation with occupational health. The upshot is I'm off for a bit longer. Unfortunately with nothing to do that is not good for any of us mentally. Having massively overspent two consecutive months going out isn't much of an option. And still the rain hammers down preventing even a walk.
Must improve tomorrow as a friend is coming for roast chicken for Sunday lunch. That will I hope be fun. In the meantime I must while away the hours. Maybe some music and a book. Or maybe some TV.
Outside of my small world the world continues to go crazy with war, extreme weather, economic instability and all manner of pestilence. Why is man so destructive?
Tomorrow is another day.
I Heard a Voice.
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