Do I post or not? What will I write? And how will people perceive that? Aside from restaurant staff and in a couple of shops I have not spoken to a soul all day.
I'm alone at home staring into the abyss that is my coming week. No one is picking up the phone and few are responding. Do I need someone to respond? Probably.
The day is cold and wet. Bleak out and bleak in. I'm mourning my loss for the friends who have walked away from my life in recent years.
Tomorrow I will see psychology and my retired former therapist Peter. I need that. My resilience is really testing at the moment but I'm hanging on. Hour to hour today rather than a day at a time.
But I will prevail. In darkness a light will come on sooner or later. I know it will just can't find the switch at the moment.
I Heard a Voice.
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