After a few weeks of sunshine the rains finally came yesterday. The weekend has been long, off Friday and today, but at times unsettling.
Today I feel flat and edgy. The complexity of my working life, my people life and my study life feels overwhelming. I'm alone in my flat, hungry but no appetite, tired but unable to rest.
A lot has happened in the last week. I faced long buried demons. I battled through another essay and I may have lost another friend for good. Is it any wonder I am struggling?
I fear the morrow and the working week. Come Friday we get to Easter. Dad and I are going away for a few days next week. That is making me nervous. I like spending time with dad but I fear the unknown.
That will come and go soon enough. For the moment it is just getting through today.
I Heard a Voice.
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